I closed the book on Isaac. I told him about hawkman, how i care. He didn't believe. He still loved me. I told him what he did & asked why. He finally apologized. It wasn't until I told him about Harvey that He realized it's finally over.

And I'm happy

I am waiting for the rest of my mom's guests to arrive. This is so boring as they are late. My outfit is apparently unacceptable & the only edible thing in the kitchen for the dinner looks like ginger ale. I think I'm over it. Hopefully I'll hang out with Harv-man. I already set the table. That is all you want from me, it is all I will do. My mom & I are exploring the possibilities to entertain in our home. We never really did it growin up. I just ate cookie dough in front of the guests. Raw cookie doug. oh snap. And who got disciplined in front of the guests again? Yeah. Me

So then I decided to eat my turkey sandwich. I am so fuckin' hungry. These fat cows don't have the courtesy to begin grazin. I watched Fun With Dick And Jane When I was in the hyperbaric Chamber today. It will be second treatment.

They're all makin' oooooohhhh ahhhhhh. like fakin' an orgasm noise over some plant. I am sickened.

Finally time to sit down. & I'm still only stickin' to the salad & posibly desert. and ginger ale. IMMA BOSS. & The best & thinnest lookin' one