Ugh. Work was work. I had to stay longer when I was supposed to clock out. They've been more strict lately & been enforcing a new policy on not clocking out or in 7 mins b4 or after ur shift to avoid "sloppy punches" as they call it. I came from church & i think someone asked me if I was going to a funeral cuz I was wearing all black (which there's nothing wrong with).
So far I've accomplised watching 32 Strongbad emails in 3 days. 1-6 on day 1, 10-28 on day two. & 30-32 today so far, which might change. I'm really excited to go back to college. This year should be one of awesome change for me.
It's bad enough I have to face my ex now. I've been nice. I've been saying Hi to him. I don't want him to think I hate him cuz. I hate callin' him my ex. Just cuz I miss my friend. I'm disappointed that I can't comfort him now that he's all miserable now. It's like his shit's so heavy to deal with it he just can't be around ppl. That was never the point before. I never cared what I was to him. Whether it was a fuck buddy, or a friend w/ benefits, a gf, or just a friend. I wanted him to be happy. To be around him & contribute to his life. We never hang out anymore. I think he was starting to see me as an obligation & he can't handle it right now. I'm going to assume he doesn't hate me & that he assumes I hate him, lol. IT'll be ok. I know he needs understanding right now. I understand him so much right now it's not even funny.
I'm watching more SBEmails. It's pretty much the more entertaining part of the day.
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